Sunday, November 8, 2009

Making the Wise Choice

As usual, i went to NLF every Sunday to listen to the preaching...

The topic today was Making the Wise Choice. Well, certainly, during preaching, everything revolves around making your choice to God..which is believing in Jesus, and believes in the existence of God, whereby only HE is the almight God who will bless us if we have faith in HIM.

However, from the preaching, i have applied it into my own real life situation. Well, not that i do not believe in Christianity beliefs, it's just that i have my own religion, and i am quite sure i have made the right choice. Nevertheless, attending Sunday service is a nothing-to-lose event and not-to-be-missed. I have met a lot of kind and interesting people there, and the eagerness in joining their fellowship is strong. Somehow or rather, i am still standing strong on my own will and principle.

Speaking of making the right choice, the first thing that flashed through my mind was my current career. I have been struggling under the thunder storm before this, and i have started to get the rhythm of it, fortunately. However, just as i am getting myself comfortable with the new environment, i was told that i will be transferred to another department, which seemingly as attractive as my current position. Hence, this is the part where i was considering. Is it the right choice to transfer to out? Or, is staying back doing what i am doing right now is the right choice?

This has been quite a tough choice for me to make. Why? Because there is no choice for me to choose from. I was told, to move to the new department. I was not asked, if i would want to go to that department. I can't deny that at first place, i do have the intention to have a shift to that department, but, as time goes by, i somehow have found the right ground for me. After all, i have never requested to transfer department at first place. It was my Superior who thinks that that department is where i shall belong to, because my current department needs a tiger, not a cat.

Speaking of which, this is what i was told. "There is of course a reason why i want to transfer you to that department. If i give them a kitten, i expect a tiger. Then i will let them train the kitten to be a tiger. Whether the kitten can join back the department or not, it is all dependent on future job opening." Frankly, i felt slightly offended by his statement. But what can i do, i am just a little kitten leeching the resources of my current department. I am happy with where i am now, and im not sure if i will be happy in the new department i will be shifting to.

All i can do now, is to pray. I will pray that i will make the right choice. By praying so, i don't expect things to fall into place by itself. IF, i think that remaining in the current department is the right choice, hence i will try to resist moving out. Else, if i think that switching department is the right choice, i will just follow the flow, and reach the river stream, and then into the sea. Perhaps opportunity awaits at the end of the sea, if there is.

So, what's the right choice to make? I will decide while attending my Natural Gas Course, which will stretch for one whole week, which includes plant visit and longhouse visit. Kinda interesting though looking at the itinerary. Hopefully the whole program exceeds expection!!

Good Night Middle-East-Sarawakians...May tomorrow be a better day that today....

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